I don't see why I'm still held to saying so and so is trustworthy when Britney herself at the time thought so too. When have I even mentioned these people in the last 3 years?
Am I that foolish to some of you to not come up with an opinion on my own? I'm not saying there's a conspiracy theory. What I AM saying is what I observe. I can and do recognize I could be making a conclusion that's completely off, but some of you REFUSE to think I have a point about any of this. Then why am I going to these lengths? To rile fans up and get hits and money? Don't you think I'd get more hits if I was team cupcake and sprinkles and pretended everything was happy? A REAL fansite doesn't ignore the negative and focus solely on the positive. You can't have one without the other. I think I've gotten to the point where I don't even fucking care if she is happy, isn't happy, does promote, doesn't promote, is in control, isn't in control. Because in the end NONE OF IT MATTERS. I just get slammed every single time. I am numb. Nothing is going to change, and taking the role of FREE Britney has amounted to nothing. And it will never amount to anything. Why? Because she has thousands of fans that believe she is truly happy without having legal control of her life, doctors, money, kids etc. If she was so unstable and still needs a conservatorship (which may be the case) then she should NOT be on stage and promoting an album. It's unethical and it makes me sad that I even endorse it; an aspect of the website I'm torn by. There's still that little part of me that thinks: "Jordan, maybe you ARE completely and utterly wrong and she is truly happy." But that part is so underwhelming, though it does exist, that it hasn't stopped me from being unspoken about it. Yes, it helped her tremendously to get back on track, but must she pay this price forever?
Bottom line is I feel as one of her biggest sources for news out there, I, in the end, have no power. Just like many of you say you want to hear it from Britney's mouth that she's unhappy about this, I'd like to hear her say she IS happy about this. What I have seen is her cry saying her life is too in control and that she feels like a prisoner. Then some say 'that was in 2008 get over it.' EXACTLY. It was 3 years ago and nothing legally about it has changed, and that's public record. I think she doesn't say anything about it (IN MY OPINION) because she's given up; it's easier and probably a healthier way to cope with her situation by just giving in and going along with it. Hey, at least this way she gets to see her kids. But, they keep such a tight leash on her that no one is allowed in, no one can interview her live in fear of what she could say, and no one HAS heard her talk freely and candidly about any of this. And it probably saddens a lot of you that your idol and inspiration is in a shitty situation so you refuse to believe or buy into any of it. I just ask you to step out of your bubble for one moment and at least FATHOM the possibility that this could be worse then you think and there is something going on legally that is unjust. I promise you I would not spend hours of my life every day on an artist that I truly didn't love and care about (Google: parasocial interaction). This isn't for money, for hits, for fame or anything. It's because I CARE.
But as long as everyone gets a paycheck in the end of the day, including myself, then who really gives a shit, right?
So Guys , Watcha Think???